I think the worst kind of stress is the Waiting Kind of Stress.
Sometime either today or tomorrow, I will have the official diagnosis.Which
will mean that I will have to let go of my Unicorn Dream of "Hi there, Carin - your
bone marrow looks nice and healthy - this has all been a mistake!". That's
a really hard dream to let go of.
Will it be leukemia (in-house treatment) or MDS (out-patient treatment).
I didn't even know that MDS was in the running until Monday, when I
found out that not only do I have a room reserved at the hospital, I also
have a room reserved in out-patient. Way to mess with my brain, docs!
Oh - and I have no idea what MDS really is, other than a Pre-Leukemia that is
treated outpatient. I am eschewing Google for the time being. It's better that way.
How do you prepare when all of the options stink? Except for that Unicorn Dream.
How I wish the Unicorn Dream could come true!!
Thinking of you... I have a good friend here in Maplewood who was originally diagnosed with MDS and it move to leukemia; he has surely had a long road but he is doing fine. Please let me know if you would like to speak surely - I'm sure he would be glad to share his story with you if it would help you
ReplyDeleteI hope that unicorn starts farting rainbows for you girlfriend.
ReplyDeleteAmen to that!
DeleteI've got Unicorn Tears Gin for you!! It's all the Unicorn Tears collected from all the Unicorn Dreams that were burst. Drinking it makes you feel like a Unicorn himself!
ReplyDeleteLet your inner geek out, it feels good and everyone loves unicorns.
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